February 21st, 2005

February 21st, 2005

So it’s been a little over a month since my last cringe-fest LiveJournal post! This is the last one that I’d sent myself, meaning this was the last one I felt that had some sort of substance I could comment on. I might quickly scroll through again just to see, but this may or may not be my last LJ post! Another poem, when I was a sophomore I believe. Reading it over, it’s almost like I was trying to write a song. Hmm, maybe I was? I cannot honestly remember. Maybe I’ll start playing with this a bit… Enjoy~

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When I think of dating…

When I think of dating…

Almost two months ago, I posted a blog onĀ The Bipolar Writer Blog called Relationships & C-PTSD. I’ve talked aboutĀ C-PTSD before, and what my definition of it is, as well as wondering if I am too guarded. Recently, I was chatting with a friend of mine and told her that I was emotionally ready to BE in a relationship, but not yet ready to START a relationship. Today, I’m going to talk about my thoughts, fears, and hopes about dating and joining the dating realm again.

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Am I Too Guarded?

Am I Too Guarded?

Recently, I got a new friend request on my Facebook. I had not spoken to this person in a while, to the point where I honestly cannot recall the last time we spoke or spent time together. It’s been years. I was very taken aback by this gesture of a friend request. Why now? It’s been years and you just decide to pop up again? Not that either of us did anything to the other, we just lost communication- though if I’m being honest, I had no problem letting it drop.

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